Cherry's Paradise－天涯的天涯: 点滴“星”情

旗袍收到啦:)

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 11:58:33 GMT

昨天回家的路上顺便去拿了定做好了的旗袍,看到后真的好开心啊.漂亮! 好喜欢哦,一穿正合身.老板还说,到时候要是大了,就找她去放大.服务真是好.赞一下! 答应了我家Schatzi第一个surprise给他,所以照片就暂时不贴上来啦. 照片估计要10月中旬才会出炉,我给我家Schatzi也定做了一件男款的,嘻嘻hihihihi. 那个店的名字没有记下来,在中山公园玫瑰坊里,很容易找,因为就她一家的婚纱,旗袍,晚礼服最多.价格实惠,料子用的穿着也挺舒服的,在此推荐一下各位朋友们!!!

买旗袍

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 07:42:33 GMT

今天在回家的路上看中了一款旗袍,大红色的,但不是很亮的那种大红色,上面的绣花很漂亮,很显东方女性韵味我特别喜欢,当场试穿了,还真合身,老板娘说要是以后胖了瘦了只要改改大小就可以了.7月初就能去拿货咯嘿嘿!价格实惠,老板娘人也好,赞一个.但愿到时候去拿货的时候可以一穿就满意,哪里都不用修改

to be better person进化成更好的人

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 17:56:09 GMT

最近一直在听蔡健雅的<<goodbye&hello>>,肯定是老专辑了,不过最近下载了她的专辑就听听了,第一首达尔文可以说是一见钟情啊,呵呵.曲调歌词都喜欢,是那种静静的感觉,但却又道出了千回百转的爱. 听起来耐人寻味,至少我是这么觉得的. Recently i am listening one song from a honkong singer, the name of the song is <<Darwin>>. We all know Darwin is a very famours natural historian from Britian. He is the founder of evolutionism.But I have never read his book of evolutionism. but that book later i will buy it even if i dont read directly, if one of the points of evolutionism is suvival of the fittest,i agree with it.I think that is not only in china, but also in all over the world,i like to be evolving for a better person.To be a betterwomen or to be a betterman, who doesn't like? i dont know if everyone agree with me or not that people if don't like to be evolving to a better person , then one day they will be wash out, its just sooner or later. I am not a very progressive one,but without progressive can't make me moving on. In free time, i like to thinking, there is no limitation of thinking.Maybe it could be boring and no meaning for others,or even if i thinking , there is no result for me.But i don't care if i thinking good or bad, just like do the best and prepare the worst. Maybe some people in the developed countries think there is no need for them thinking so much in life, coz they are very well to live from the country. But in my view,if some of them like to be a better person, then they will not like to be a vermin before they get retired. For me its the same.I think i only like to be a vermin when the retired day coming later in my life, then i can be a happy retired vermin.And according to the evolutionism for me, is not only to be a better person in one way, coz life consists of too much ways. but some basic way for me are important. For example, family and job.Be faithful, learn to treasure,learn to trust,learn to love, learn to improve myself, learn from others and so on. That all make me moving on even there are difficulties in front of me later.

The penguin say:"look! we have been evolved so cute now,and our sharp mouth protect us if others wanna attack us."

Under the Tuscan Sun

Sun, 23 Mar 2008 08:48:05 GMT

Under the Tuscan sun, in the first sight, i was appealed by the poster of this movie. a women with smiling, very simple dressing, a bunch of sunflower beside her, like someone ask for love to her.And with a nice scenery of background , that make u imagine what could happened there. The plot of the movie is relaxed and interesting, too. Life offers you a thousands chances, all you have to do is take one. i like this point in the movie. I think life is unexpected, if we know how tomorrow it is or how 10years life later how it is of us, then it’s not so adventurous to see more. But maybe persons that has a healthy problem can say they know they only can live how longer later, then they think there is no interesting anymore of their life, but it isn’t so. Life only gives u chances, but they will not change automatically to you, so the decision making are ourselves. Whatever how different each person is, I think there are much different chances to come and to choose for each one. There is a good way to begin. Isn’t it? And I like the saying of NOS, find the hope in the desperation, it will be meaningful at last. I wish everyone be the master of the life, not the slave of the life.

有你真好

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 16:26:10 GMT

执子之手,与子携老! 有你真好! Es ist sehr schoen,mit dir zu leben!

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You
If I had to live my life
Without you near me
The days would all be empty
The night would seem so long
With you I see forever all so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young And we both know
They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna Change my love for you
You ought to know by now
How much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than you love
Nothing's gonna Change my love for you
You ought to know by now How much I love you
The world may change My whole life through
But nothing's gonna Change my love for you

Spring Festival

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 16:13:15 GMT

The most important chinese festival is coming again, Spring Festival! Families,relatives get together to have a nice dinner with much different dishes. Pork, chicken,duck, fish,vegs,snacks and so on! Fish is very important in the spring festival! Normally my parents cook the fish, but dont eat it coz it means every year we have some savings in the end of the year. Later we will eat the fish again. More, we cook dumplings and cook the meat balls. Coz its the round shape and it means get together and happiness. There are so many things to do this year, and all i like to do it! I wish everyone has a nice rat year,happy,wealth,and health!

schöne Reise in Münster美好的明斯特之旅

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 21:27:19 GMT

Time goes fast, the wonderful 43days in life has gone, but the time can keep going, but all the nice memories in my mind and it will never end. I feel so be loved by my german family here, my parents in law , my schwiegerin and her boyfriend and my darling!!!!!!!!!!!! I would like to say so much thanks that i cant express all in one day and in one time. I love my german familiy from my heart. Thank you for take care of me so much and i live here like i live in shanghai , different country but same home and same feeling! love , love , and still love, outside and be cold and raining, but inside i feel so much sunshine and warm!

I love Münster and i love shanghai too. i love all my family! i have much fun , and have see much nice secnery and have tried so much different kind of cheese and meat and dessert and drink and so on. There are so much to say, long long stroy, let my this lovely story will never have an end. Now in few days i am back shanghai ,and i have much to prepare and have much to learn , i love it ! i love to learn and to do it for our life , mein Schatz! And i know you have much to do for us too, but i know we will get it and i am waiting u to be here in shanghai in May, and later i will come to u again in the end of 2008, then after that , we will never be alone so long time again. I trust it , we will get it, step by step. And thanks to mein Schatz that sometimes i was a little bit bad, but u are still so take care of me and talking with me to solve the problems together. Ich liebe Dich über alles! hihihihihi, now there are so many things are waiting me to get all of them, i am going to take action now! Toi,toi,toi! Los! lets go!

展望2008

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 23:49:25 GMT

2008年刚刚到来，会有什么挑战和惊喜呢？但是回想2007，这美好的一年，又太多太多的令我难忘的时刻。有微笑，有泪水，有欢乐，有悲伤，但是有你在身边那是最美好的！我选择了你，你选择了我，这是我们的选择！我会陪你到地久到天长，偶尔听听老情歌，觉得很有味道呢！嘻嘻第一次难忘的圣诞节，第一次激动人心的新年倒计时，第一次给在德国放了5个火箭烟花给中国的家人，第一次和爱的人订婚等等，激动又开心！但是未来的路还很长很长，还有许多困难需要一起去克服，但是我相信只要有信念，一定可以实现！加油加油加油！在此，我也祝愿大家新年新气象，新年财源广进，事业顺利，健康幸福！

Verlobung(Engagdement)

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 23:22:34 GMT

24.12.07 is the most important day for me and for my darling and for my families. Yes, its our engagding day. I am so happy and so excited in this day. And I never cant forget this wonderful moment. Ich liebe dich schatz. Life is hard, but with you the life is great. We share all the sweetness, bitteness, good things and bad moment together. And even though sometimes we got different ideas and small arguments, but we will come over all with our love to each other. I am so lucky to have you in my side and to be my husband , I am so sure that I love to be the wife for you and make it lasts forever. Thanks the god and thanks our families that respect us very much and love us so much too. Thanks the internet that I can meet you. Thank you my wonderful husband, ich liebe dich! Whatever comes , whatever what kind of difficulties comes and problems comes, we will go through all together hand in hand. I trust us so much and you treasure me as the queen and princess. Also, you love me so deep from the heart that I really feel it everyday and I enjoy every minute of it. Our life just started and there are so many things we don’t know and we will share together. But one thing I know, u will be my side whatever happened. Take my hands, I will flow with you. We are one. I am proud of you not because other more reasons, but for your love to me is so priceless. I love you schatz. I cant say all what I like to say here, but u know more from my love to you too.

圣诞节Frohe Weihnachten!

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 23:44:40 GMT

圣诞节来啦，祝大家圣诞快乐！照片已经出来啦，还有更多照片期待后续，嘻嘻！照片<德国爱之旅1，2，3，4等！>

德国爱之旅 liebe in deutschland

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 20:48:00 GMT

德国爱之旅 liebe in deutschland

今天在德国已经是第6天了，时间过的好快，但是天天都过的很充实。短短的三天里，我感到无比幸福快乐，天天都有礼物，天天都有惊喜，天天都充满着爱！就像生活在上海和爸爸妈妈一起的感觉一样，开心，没有束缚，有的是爱和关心。今天和my darling去逛街了，外面虽然很冷，但是我穿的外套很保暖，一进家里就更加温暖了。今天我们喝了热红酒，我感觉有点晕，可能这里的酒精度和我们上海的有点区别，感觉就像和上海的高粱一样。这里的圣诞集市实在是很热闹，就像我们上海过春节一样，唯一的就是这里关门很早，如果不是大城市，商店基本在晚上8点就关门了。周日呢，所有商店都关门，除了柏林还有其他比较大的地方会特殊情况下开门，否则就是关门休息了。最最开心的就是吃了！哈哈，我们以食为天嘛！第一次和德国家人一起吃早餐，好多各种各样的来自不同国家的肉和芝士还有面包，真是饱我口福了，回去要变成小猪咯，哈哈！今天我还烧了4个中国菜肴，大家都喜欢吃，我好开心啊！懒得写了，休息休息，一休哥.........

生日前的第一份礼物: 申根签

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 05:37:32 GMT

从初期的准备到面签,数数也有一个多月吧. Danke fuer ihre Hilfe! 说来话长,一切都挺顺利,不过多少还是会月光光心慌慌的啦! 巧也是巧,今天15号,收到护照快递件,想都没想就直接拆了.由于我高度近视,隐形眼镜也还没戴,迷迷糊糊中好像没看到新的签证嘛. 这下有点凉了,接着揉揉眼睛,我再看,好像有个回行针,恩? 不会就这么别个针给我吧! 再仔细一看,哈哈,找到了,找到了,好开心啊!!! 贴的平平的,新新的,好看! 这下安心了,接着离我出发的那天正正好好一个月,很巧吧! 一个月里有好多东西要准备,抓紧咯. Schatz,ich komme! 一个半月,去过圣诞节和新年,去看我的德国家人咯! 加油! 老爸老妈,你们放心吧,我会照顾好自己的,等着我回来过春节哦,嘻嘻!

在马尔代夫的日子里

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 10:59:46 GMT

9/28 上海-广州,广州-新加坡-马累,

10/3-10/4 马累-新加坡-广州,广州-上海

第一次坐飞机就做了几乎整整一天, 一个人大包小包的急急忙忙中就出发了. 能顺利去顺利回,真是托朋友的福! 28号晚上10点飞机降落在了这个被人们称做印度洋上的最后一个人间天堂,马尔代夫. 下了飞机,和新航里空调十足的感觉来了一个大转弯,徐徐的海风吹来让我舒服了不少! 哇,看来这里的工具只能是船了,没有船真是什么地方也去不成. 机场下来隔海相望是马累的市中心,晚上看过去有点和我们上海看外滩的感觉一样,灯火璀璨. 市中心很小,但人很多.摩托车川流不息,公园,学校,渔市,水果市场,警察局,朝拜的地方等都在那里. 我们去的那个时候正好是穆斯林朝拜斋月的日子,所以在唯有的一家营业的餐馆吃了一顿,和我一起的当地导游人很好,对我们很友善. 在我们购物的时候还送了我一条鲨鱼牙齿座的项链,他说这个带着对皮肤很好,想我一定会喜欢! 其次他的英语发音还不错,所以对我的翻译工作进行的还比较顺利. 空闲时我得知他还在意大利住过2年,在那里学习和工作,自然也向他讨教了一点意大利语. 总之那天心情不错.商店里的老板也很有意思,不过这个时候绝对是我们中国人到了一展身手的机会了:讨价还价!

岛上的日子就更舒服了,除了业务上的一些事情,其余的时间多半是吃完就走走看看, 玩玩沙滩亲近一下海水,真的觉得自己与世隔绝了. 其间我们还去了其他岛,天堂岛,满月岛,kuda bandos,还有一个名字念起来比较怪我也忘记了. 我们住的bandos,虽然岛上不大,但是晚上还是容易迷路的哦. 水上运动不适合我这个水性不好的人,但是其他的不能错过哦. 幸运的是不仅看到了海豚还看到了彩虹,太美了. 要知道想在国内看彩虹可没那么容易啊. 由于我起的比较晚,所以没看到日出,但是从朋友那里捞了几张照片过来,嘿嘿,还不错! 发觉这次人缘挺好,我认识的那对福建夫妻特好,很照顾我,帮了我不少忙,好在他们只比我提早一天离开,嘻嘻! 那几天吃了还真不少,每顿都是饱饱的,谁让我们都是食肉动物呢!

另我印象很深刻的还有很多,就拿服务来说吧! 无论在机场还是在岛上,服务人员的服务质量真的是好好好好好! 比起国内的服务,实在是需要大大改进! 说来话长咯!短短的几天旅行,让我体验了不少. 一个人在外,需要的是头脑和自身心态的调节. 不过对身体的锻炼也好多,所以朋友们一定要把身体保养好,健康是本钱嘛!!!!!!!!!

Die Postkarte von Wales

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 13:51:56 GMT

今天打开邮箱突然看到一张明信片, 原来是在英国读书的一个朋友寄过来的,真的收到了也!内容很有趣,说我的名字让他想起了鬼吹灯的女主角(恩,没看过,不过我喜欢看恐怖片那是无疑的),我的地址让他想起了他出生的地方(恩,无巧不成书),有机会出来看看,赞同!大千世界,无奇不有.是个好兆头的开始吧! 但愿如此! Alles in Ordnung!(一切顺利)还是很开心的,哈里波特的邮票贴在上面好有意思,一个字,赞! 加油加油咯! 谢谢那位哥哥咯,应该比我大吧! 我要再接再励!

Wo ein Wille ist, ist auch ein Weg.

有志者,事竟成!

事在人为,莫道万般皆是命!

Because of you I'm feeling strong

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 10:32:57 GMT

光阴从指尖一点点流过,这一个月多来天天都过得很充实.学习占据了大部分的时间,空闲之余和朋友聊天吃饭逛街也好开心啊! 朋友们都说我是个很潇洒很看的开的人,做自己喜欢做的事情,追求自己想要的梦想. "One day our dream will defeat the reality!" 当我听到的那一霎那,我真的被触动了! 似乎感到自己的血液在澎湃, 神经都敏感了起来. 原来,一句言语,一个动作,一个瞬间或者一个朋友都会起到如此大的影响,犹如脱胎换骨般的神采奕奕. 一路走来,生活中的酸甜苦辣让我体会了生活的意义,或许我还没资格说这样的话,连一半的岁数都没过呢!呵呵!把握今朝,活在当下. 我敬佩的一位老师Gina(在其他人眼里或许她只是很普通的一位老师)这么告诉我:"只要会学习,哪里都可以生存." If your dream of boat doesn't come to you, then swim to it! 偶尔一次在邱政政老师的博客里看到这句话,说的真的很好. 经历是我们的导师,梦想是我们的目标,努力是我们的战斗力,当机遇在我们面前的时候,你是否准备好了呢? 又或许是准备好了,那是否也把握好了呢?心要跟着感觉走,实实在在的用心的走..... Susie说我是个感性的女人,我不完全认同哦,哈哈!

With you I move the highest mountain,

I'll overcome all steppin' stones,

Because of you I'm feeling strong.......

流金岁月

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 10:01:15 GMT

今天终于把罗嘉良和萱萱演的《流金岁月》看完啦！以前一直断断续续的都没有看到大结局，今天终于如愿以偿了。特别喜欢主题曲前奏吹口哨的那一段，好似回到了一段很美的时光，让我联想到的可以是一对幸福的恋人牵着手走在碧绿的草坪上，或是非常要好的好朋友大家一起打闹嬉戏畅所欲言，说天说地。我一直很喜欢罗嘉良的演技，很久的一部天地男儿曾经让我觉得他非常可恶，不过之后看他演的正派人物都不错。他的确演出了本色，正派也好，反派也好，傻瓜派也演的不赖！看过很多港剧，男主角多么多么痴情，多么多么浪漫，现实中的他们又是另一幕，花天酒地。女主角多么多么纯情，现实中又是面目可憎，豪赌卖情。“家里红旗不倒，外面彩旗飘飘”这些人真是可悲！昨天和以前的同事吃饭聊天，随之顿悟豁然开朗。他很有做老师的潜质啊！我也一直觉得自己很有做心理开导的潜质的啦！听人倾诉是件很暇逸的事情哦。现在的同志们都喜欢开“空头支票”，自己这些年来数数也开了不少“空头支票”。我想以后“空头支票”会和我无缘了，因为我也不愿意别人开“空头支票”给我，我相信十个人里面总有一个人是不会那么做的。言归正传，看到幸福的大结局自己也很被感动呢！以前看像雾像雨又像风的时候，那个结局真是看的悲惨啊！悲剧令人难忘，我承认，但是喜剧我更追求。我相信冥冥之中每个人都有一颗属于自己的守护星，会守护着我们！流星的可贵在于它一瞬即逝，人们说：得不到的便是最好的。其实不然，塞翁失马，还焉知非福呢！30岁的时候想着20岁可以做的事，40岁的时候想着30岁可以做的事，人老了，浪漫的事情变得有心而力不足，这个时候讲起了自幼恋爱的对象,还有熟悉的那些歌唱,若你愿陪我偶然停下,那夕照仍然很漂亮,跟你看着同一方向..............

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

Fri, 25 May 2007 07:03:46 GMT

If I had to live my life
Without you near me
The days would all be empty
The night would seem so long
With you I see forever all so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young And we both know
They'll take us where we want to go

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way of us
Like a guiding star I'll be there for you
If you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna Change my love for you
You ought to know by now
How much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than you love
Nothing's gonna Change my love for you
You ought to know by now How much I love you
The world may change My whole life through
But nothing's gonna Change my love for you

Love Actually

Sat, 16 Dec 2006 17:00:16 GMT

很久没写日志啦，圣诞节快到了，祝愿大大小小老老少少都圣诞happy^_^ 一时都不知道要写点什么东西呀！什么样的感情是不现实的？什么的样的感情又是现实的？我们只是用我们自己认为现实和不现实的标准来断定别人感情的现实和不现实！你们觉得呢？？？在没有真的发生在自己身上的事情听对方道来总是觉得不现实，没有经历总是不能够彻彻底底地体会其中的妙意！现实也好，不现实也好，结果如何自己都能有足够的心理准备承担，那样能更坦然的面对生活中的种种。感情也好比开公司一样，需要每一步都认真的经营。或许我用这样的例子描述实在是很不romantic！但的确又比较直接了当的说明了一个问题，你们觉得呢？？？如果能够enjoy every miniute of life，那么我们是不是可以练成金刚不坏之身啊！^_^ 不管怎么样，我想在这段被看作是“非现实”的感情中体验百态，结果如何我都会欣然接受，挫不馁，赢不骄！

Merry Christmas!!!

Closer

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 17:47:28 GMT

这几天的雨一直都没有停过，有点懒的我更是不想出门了。不过为了见一个好友，风雨无阻噢！我们一起吃饭，一起天南地北地聊天。我喜欢这样，喜欢和好姐妹们放肆地聊得上天入地的，那种心情特别好。远在异国的朋友们，你们好吗？今天是感恩节，一定在大快朵颐了吧！我，在这个静静的夜里，听着有点忧伤的歌曲，慢慢慢慢地沉醉，哀而不伤..... 最近又看了好几部影片，我像是吸了毒似的不能戒掉对DVD的迷恋。我想再过几年，我家的DVD也能让我做做小生意了，呵呵！今天看了Closer,有点耐人寻味。“男人，女人，爱着，却又祈求着偷心，爱却不安分，恨却没勇气。”这就是该片要说明的一个问题吧，我也很认同啊！从别人中窥探到自己，从自己中又发现别人的影子，很有意思的游戏不是吗？事实上，我讨厌用“游戏”这个词来形容爱情，可它又不曾是彼此用“心”一起来完成的游戏呢！彼此关心又吵架，体贴又霸道，温柔又激情，游戏的过程就是我们都要用心地享受和珍惜，没有什么后悔的，更多的是珍惜^_^

^_^yesterday's paper telling yesterday things.....昨天的报纸说着昨天的事，把握今朝，步步为赢。^_^

寻寻觅觅糖炒栗子wouldn't it be nice?

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 17:57:23 GMT

今天特别想吃糖炒栗子,可偏偏找了好久都没有找到有卖,不是卖完了,就是店关了.可是我就是不甘心呀,于是宁愿半途下站,我知道长风那里一定买得到.不负有心人,在我的寻寻觅觅下,终于眼前一亮,连蹦带跳地来到栗子面前,二话不说让他给我称了差不多六元的糖炒栗子! 买完栗子后的那一刻,心里特别高兴又特别甜,是不是我今天脑子有点problem? 大家都有神经兮兮的时候的嘛! 到家后,打开电脑,和最好的姐妹聊着天,嘴里吃着糖炒栗子,真是再放松不过了,累了一天的我也是应该的,哈哈! 在我无助时,心烦时,想要放弃时,发觉有一首歌很能让我再次振奋起来. 这首歌并不出自于我最最最最欣赏的westlife,而是一次很偶然的缘分让我听到了如此美妙的歌! 第一次接触到这首歌是在看<<初恋50次>>的时候,歌曲是出自于沙滩男孩的Wouldn't It Be Nice 这首歌给我的感觉就和这个乐队的名字:beach boys一样,好似自己就在海滩边晒着暖和的阳光,风景无限好!!!

而那跳动的音符就如一起一伏的浪花,欢快地拍着掌. 走在街上,自己都会情不自禁地唱上几句,神奇的是感觉自己的脚步一下子轻盈了许多,有种飘飘欲仙的感觉呢! 同一首歌会给不同的人带来不同的感受和意境,好奇的朋友感兴趣的话可以试试啦!

wouldn't it be nice if we were older

then we wouldn't have to wait so long

and wouldn't it be nice to live together

in the kind of world where we belong

wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up

in the morning when the day is new

and after having spent the day together

hold each other close the whole night through

happy times together we've been spending

i wish that every kiss was neverending

wouldn't it be nice.........

From Cherry with Love

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 08:34:48 GMT

利用国庆难得的长假，昨天一口气看了三部欧美片，完后发觉自己越来越被感染其中。我喜欢看美剧，但不喜欢看粗制滥造的美剧，我喜欢追求人生的美好，但不喜欢刻意拘泥于美好的事物之中。好看的片子实在是太多，真正深入人心的是影片的内涵和灵魂。即使有再多唯美的画面，再多的大牌明星助阵，没有演技，没有内涵的影片也只不过是垃圾，只能供人无所事事时消遣娱乐一番，好比在国外的汉堡王，麦当劳等之类的快餐厅也只是供那些中上层阶级充饥时为涂一快而已。

发觉自己又有了一大嗜好，就是搜集自己喜欢的DVD，喜欢DVD上的海报图片，喜欢精致的外壳包装，就像喜欢集邮的朋友一样，精致的邮票总喜欢有精致的邮壳，否则总觉得心里有疙瘩看不过去，大概这是我个人的一点点小小的偏执吧。国庆节的天气看来似乎不怎么好，也懒得出去了，但是有几个好朋友真的好想见见他们。还没到国庆的时候就已经收到好多朋友送来的祝福了，打心底里想说：有朋友真好啊！好姐妹们，我可不会再重色轻友了，呵呵！远方的留学的好姐妹们，放手勇敢智慧地去闯出自己的一片天吧，我一直很喜欢这句话：one day my dream will defeat the reality! 试想我们因为含冤而进了牢狱，难道我们就认命自己最后被体制化了吗？“忙着活，或者忙着死!” 这是肖申克的救赎中男主角说的一句词，着实有启发之意。我想每个人的心中都可以有一道彩虹！

A Lover's Concerto

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 08:34:54 GMT

Yesterday, I took part in my friend's party. It was a happy day because my partner and I elocnted "To You" together.

When i was child, I like pome,whatever english or chinese. Now, I am an adult, I still like pome (poetry). "To You" is a love pome. It cames from one famous American poet Walt Whitman's Leaves of Grass.

I like this pome very much. I guess that it created when the poet fall in love with someone. The pome expressed the inner heart for the one he really loves. When i read this poem, I actually can feel the words,the sensation,the true heart from Walt Whitman. If it just was made up, how can he created such a wonderful pome? Anyway, I like the feeling when i was appealed by "To You" Thereinto, I wanna introduce some lyrics from the pome, they're:Whoever you are, now I place my hand upon you, that you be my poem;I whisper with my lips close to your ear,I have loved many women and men, but I love none better than you.

These days, many thoughts comes up around me! Sometimes, I have the feeling of cry. Why I have this feeling? Why I wanna cry? Who knows? Only myself! I don't like cry, in fact, I am an independent woman. I like enjoy the colorful life, I like going somewhere I never know or somewhere would be adventruous for me. But I still is a woman, a woman who needs love and care! When i was hurt or frustrated, I need a port to have a rest. At that port, I will be safe, warm, beatific.....

Society is realistic and competitive! I need to improve myself more and more! Also, there's a long way, but i will never give up because I know the survival of the fittest. I like myself, the optimistic attitude of myself. I believe I can. Time goes by, at times, dreams a little dream of me^_^ Today is Teachers' Day. I am not a real teacher, but I also receive one of my special student's thankfulness,too. I fairly get moved from him. I wanna thx him too, godly and piously, thx him that because of him, I realizes my little dream in my childhood. Seriously, I like this my special student, that's my heart words. I thx my boss that she gives me the chance to know him. Is this destined? Maybe, who knows? Time tells!

Now, I'd like to recommend one of my favorite song which called "A lover's concerto" The melody is very quiet and warm, it's performed by Sarah Vaugh. It was a old song, but most old songs are classical. When i feel lonely, I listen and sing the song, everytime I sing this song, I feel my heart beating a little with the melody, naturally, naturally,naturally....

"And if your love is true, everything will be just as wonderful........"

life

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 17:54:14 GMT

Today, all the ppl in the office had supper together, it's really wonderful, kind of warm! We know, samll things happen around us everyday, whatever they're good or bad, just kind of experience and memories in our lives.There are many things that we cannot expect in the future, covering love,friendship,family,career etc. Life always gives us surprise, just like the saying:" Lives are more wonderful than novels! " It truely does I think. Although life is realistic, I still like it! I also get hurt in the true society, but that can't avoid me to be optimistic for my future. Maybe it will takes a long time to achieve my dream, but I do know what I wanna have and what I wanna enjoy. Here, I'd like to thx for my family,my friends,my colleagues, my relatives etc, thx for giveing me the courage and help me all the time! I thx all of u from my true heart.

百感交集

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 16:50:51 GMT

今天和同事吃饭，又聊了很多，聊到很晚，工作上发生的一些事情大家也沟通了一些，经理也和我在MP上聊了一会。不知怎么的，心里有点百感交集，脑子里一直有个名字在那里时隐时现......今天喝多了，眼睛有点模糊，哈欠连连，眼角有点点余光，他会认为我哭了吗？哎呀，不要啊，我的心态很积极的，小妖，刚吧类！

我的武侠情结

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 17:22:41 GMT

很早很早就很喜欢玩武侠游戏，而且要玩那些风景漂亮，人物画笔唯美的，音乐背景动听的才会去一试身手。说起武侠游戏，哥哥是我的启蒙老师。记得非常清楚，第一次买好电脑后是哥哥来帮我装的游戏，他带了一张光盘，装完后一看原来是武侠游戏。之后他便告诉我大致该怎么玩，于是乎，我便像吸了毒似地吸了过去。我玩的第一部武侠游戏叫：剑侠情缘。对于武侠游戏我还是比较感性的，随着剧情的起伏跌荡，我的心情也时常波澜不定。玩武侠游戏我更是急性子，碰上感兴趣的我可以在两三天里就玩到大结局，估计眼睛也就是在那个时候开始渐渐度数加深的吧，呵呵！我不喜欢看着攻略玩游戏，那样没有创意也没有神秘感和探索感，因为我喜欢冒险，喜欢在未知的情节里遇见不可思议的事情，那会是一种怎样的心情呢？除非是遇到实在没法子的时候，才会参考一下攻略。发觉我自己其实很有玩武侠游戏的天份，即使这种天份看来有点微不足道。每回我都可以自己一路走到和BOSS PK的大结局，心情是异常激动和兴奋呢！数数我玩过的武侠游戏有：剑侠情缘，月影传说，金庸群侠传，仙剑奇侠传，天之痕，天龙八部，鹿鼎记，绝代双娇等等，最喜欢的还是列出来的前5项，一直到现在，已经有很久没有再玩过武侠游戏了，一是没有太多的时间，二是因为现在可以让我喜欢的武侠游戏太少了，或许很久没有去卖碟的摊位上好好找过一番了，下回路过后一定要去看那么一看！有个朋友和我说结局是其次的，重要的是过程。对于这句话我多少有那么点不认同，但是如果这句话用在玩武侠游戏上我觉得是非常合适的。那种你一步步往下摸索的过程是我喜欢武侠游戏的一大原因，我自己一直都觉得玩武侠游戏的过程比我玩任何其他的游戏都来得刺激，神秘，感人和唯美！在我很小的时候，有过这样的痴想：要是我生在古代那多好，何况我又那么喜欢诗词歌赋，喜欢古代女子的衣服和头饰，但并不喜欢那个时候的封建礼教和世俗。我这个人有个很偏执的缺点就是不太喜欢玩已经玩过的游戏，那样会少了很多神秘感和冒险感，对于一些书和电影也是这样。除非那时的心情和感受不一样，否则很少会有特例。但是对于某些经典的我还是会一次又一次地回味其中的另一番与众不同。好多以前买的武侠游戏在读书时都借给了同学，至今那些也已经下落不明了，呵呵！瞄了下电脑，已经是周日的凌晨一点多了，今天晚上有同学的饭局，赶紧得早点睡，否则拍照片的时候上面那个就是“熊猫姐姐”咯^_^ 这篇日志是怎么诞生的呢？听着阿桑的《一直很安静》一时耐不住就手痒想写点东东了呗，如果还有未眠的朋友们有幸看到我这篇日志，拿它当夜霄也没问题的啦，各位晚安！

Cherry杨写于8月20日1：12分

随心记

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 14:25:26 GMT

先让我自己抱怨牢骚一番^_^最近怪事连连：干干净净的家里竟然有肥大的老鼠逃进来，挺正常的拖把却长出了不正常的菌菇！真是发觉自己家里越来越神秘稀奇了！不过在我看来还蛮有趣的，声明一下，我可绝对不是BT啊！

趁着今天的MSN空间好不容易成功打开，当然要抓住机会滔滔不绝一下了。哎，最近的肚子不怎么“乖”，直接受害人是我，间接主犯人非我同事莫属了。鬼节那天偏偏开会，非但没有把坏的读卡器换掉，还让一位好朋友白等了我好一会呢，下回请他吃饭补偿一下。出公司已经是7点了，最后在同事的吆喝下就一块去了附近的饭馆吃晚饭。那个家伙（用“家伙”称呼他并没有不尊重之意^_^）打从结婚后就没有动过酒，竟然和我说：“我现在喜欢看别人喝酒，以前老婆看我喝，现在每回和老婆出去都是看老婆喝。”呵呵，别看他已经结婚了，小孩子都3岁了，心态是大大的年轻呀！最后还和我来句狠的，说：“不喝完咱们不出饭馆门啊！”我瞧了瞧那瓶750毫升的世好啤酒，真叫那个无语啊，要是口渴还好解决，问题是恰恰相反那！这时，心里的怪念就开始作祟：不就是一瓶啤酒嘛，咱除了二锅头没喝过，这点小CASE还能难倒我，好歹咱们家“酒鬼”亲戚出了名的！WHO 怕 WHO! 当天在超级饱和的状态下，被灌了那么一瓶也折腾了我肚子好几天了，自我牺牲精神还是值得认可的^_^

吃饭的时间聊天就觉得时间过得特别快，吃吃喝喝地聊到地理，历史，家庭，教育，中外电影，工作，当今社会上的一些现象，也有聊到了对LOVE和SEX的看法和观念。我个人觉得聊到那些并不成什么问题，都是思想的交流。最让我没有想到的是那家伙还流入了他感性的一面，大家聊着聊着都有点眼睛湿湿的，没办法，谁让国外有些电影故事就是写的感人至深呢，不管是虚构的还是真实的。我不由地觉得现在大陆的电影和电视几乎不会去关注，都是些又叩又拜，张口闭口万岁千岁，扎着个小辫子自以为是英俊潇洒的点缀之类的乌合之众。别说是爱情了，就连友谊，亲情都不真，着实让人有点心凉。什么是历史的沧桑感，什么是耻辱都已经在一些人的眼中变得模糊不清了。

在不经意地看表的时候已经是10点30了，BEER也在不知不觉中被我咕噜咕噜地解决了^_^ 心想：真好啊，畅快！时光飞逝，有机器猫的时代根本不存在，那可能也是最天真无邪的小孩子们所不愿相信的吧！工作上虽然忙，有被批斗的时候（批斗其实说的夸张了点^_^）更多的是点滴的进步和新的挑战，I, always believe myself, 心存感激和爱，和自己开心地作战！岁月更改，带走感慨无限，物是人非了吗？有些承诺需要说出来，在适当的时候就走开.......本来无一物，何处惹尘埃？爱本是尘埃，爱落在心海，爱不知不觉渲染开来更改未来，微笑点头不急着安排，宁可心头多留些空白......下一次爱情再来，我会慢慢去爱......

熬夜的快乐

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 15:01:40 GMT

熬夜本不该是件快乐的事，为什么要说快乐呢？因为熬夜看完了小娴的新书《收到你的信已经太迟》！自问自答的开场白^_^ 从凌晨1：30－3：30，两个小时躺在被窝里静静地看完了。很简单的故事，很简单的文字，很简单的人物，却给我留下了不简单的感触。懂得欣赏长夜的人，是比较接近永恒的？长夜太难熬，用来相思的长夜更难熬，或许用来睡觉是最明智的吧。当初看到这个书名，想必又是一个悲剧了。小娴的书多大是悲剧，但是并不拒之门外，悲剧也有悲剧的悬念。昨天再一次证实了看小娴的书，看到后面就会鼻子发酸，眼睛湿湿的，像被点了好几滴好几滴眼药水一样。明明是哭着，嘴角却是微笑的，那时那刻的心情只有自己会知道。爱不像风筝，不能说收回来就收回来，写好信后不寄出去，便不会后悔。然而再想寄的时候已经太迟了.....一个“迟”字贯穿了整个故事的来龙去脉。从“迟”开场，从“迟”收场，主人公收回了迟到已久的幸福。整个故事就是这么的妙不可言。越发觉得小娴的书让我有种特别的亲近感，从早期的《面包树系列》里的排球队，是我最喜欢的一项运动，曾经还梦想过进国家队呢！到后来的《爱情杂志》里的蝴蝶胸针，自己也特别喜欢蝴蝶形状的饰品。到现在的这本小说里出现的我非常喜欢的小说之一《爱在瘟疫蔓延时》等等，留痕着我身边的事物和感情。信是如此，心里的话亦是如此。本该说出的话因为种种而没有开口，又或是前一秒的勇气被下一秒的挣扎吞噬了，坦白地说，我就在说我自己呢！呵呵。阴晴圆缺并不单单是月色，正因这样，我切切实实地感受到了我活着！不要悲伤，我活过。那些共度的岁月，多么短暂，却又已经是永恒。

写在七夕前

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 07:10:56 GMT

七夕，一个让我念起来很有诗意的节日。它虽然不像情人听起来那么直接，但也不乏其中的韵味。每个节日都有它的特别意义，也正因为那样，更加丰盈了节日的滋味。在这里，Cherry祝福身边的有情人能终成眷属。

记得早些时候看张小娴的《三月里的幸福饼》，看完之后发觉鼻子有点酸酸的，小娴的书都会让我有这种感觉，酸过之后留给我的便是一个欣慰的笑容。从看完的那一刻起，书中的幸福饼我一直放在心上，也很希望自己可以尝一尝那幸福饼，可惜书中的幸福饼是在印度的一家餐厅里，这有点让我失望。幸福饼还有一个很好听的名字：算命的甜心。把幸福饼剥成两半，会发现里面有一张小小的纸条，印着一行字。里面的签语涉及到著名的诗人和作家，政客，名人等，e.g.诗人惠特曼，美国作家梭罗，女诗人布朗宁......

幸福饼的形状有点像我们现在超市里有买的KISSES巧克力，只不过那张小签语被放进了饼饼的肚子里了。每回出去，我会有意无意地留心一下有没有幸福饼的出现。我相信所有的巧合都不是偶然的，当我有回打开家里的信箱时，我无法不惊讶于命运的巧合。就在美罗城新开的n.y.d.c.这个西点店里竟然有送幸福饼！然而，有些东西错过了就找不回来了，就像我曾经盼望已久的幸福饼，在我可以得到的时候却就这样擦身而过，当再重遇的时候它已经不见了。当我问起幸福饼的时候，店员和我说已经没有了。我有点失望，但心里想：或许它流转到另一个未知的地方，等待有天再和我相逢，那种乍然相逢的滋味不是让我更怀念吗！

美好的事物，往往是意料之外的，在未可预知的时刻偶遇人生的荣美！所有的占卜，也许都不过是梦境，幻觉和自欺。然而，这些不正是人生所需要的东西吗？我们的爱和伤痛，是因为世上只有一个他。“曾经沧海难为水，除去巫山不是云，取次花丛懒回顾，半缘修道半缘君。”元稹的绝句《离思》写的凄美哀伤，诗中的感情让我不禁有点忌妒：“怎么可能忘记她？十年后，二十年后，也不可能。他只能忘记她所有的缺点。” 情若无花不结果，以为所有的爱情也像无花果一样清新，而今才知道，有些爱情，开过最翻腾的花，却结不出果。谁又可以控制明天的雨？叶散的时候，你明白欢聚。花谢的时候，你明白青春。

七夕节会做些什么？重温一部曾经另我流泪的爱情影片？一本怀旧的小说？自己下厨做一道美食慰劳自己？独自出去散心一整天？恋人们的身影会不会成为我眼里的一道风景线？夜晚，我会点起那蓝色的“星星城堡” 蜡烛在里面静静燃烧，那一道永恒的火焰却在我心中长留。在黑暗之中，投影在我的四周，陪伴着孤独奋斗的我！

祝福带给身边的有情人：Be Lovable If You Want To Be Loved.

To Love Is To Place Our Happiness In The Happiness Of Another.

The Only Cure Of Love IS, To Love Even More.

We Were Together, I Have Forgotten The Rest.

Whoever Loves.....Believes In The Impossible.